i spent friday nite at e barracks...

and i DONT like it.

i sleep on e upper bunk n too near to e air con.

regimental life sucks.

n i miss e BF so much i cried while showering.

the girls are great but....

i feel like i dun have e BF to me anymore.or am i too clingy.oh i just dunno.

it hurts.i screamed. i punched.red palms and bruises.dun worry,he didnt touch me.heck,he wasnt anywhere near me.

another 5 more days till i meet love.total of 8 days of not meeting.

:(

dunno if i'll pull thru without him.

i miss you.even if i express it differently.

i hate my period.it came on strong on sat.while i wa doing my MMPI test.dunnoe if i'll pass.

haiz.

i love you sayang,forever and ever.