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Monday, March 30, 2009 Y 3:18 AM ive cried so much yest & today.
my eyes hurts but nothing compared to my heart's. i promised e bf i will sleep;maybe i will after this entry.maybe i cant. what should i do now?im at a point where everything's a blur. tears have fogged my vision. hurt has pricked my heart. nonetheless,i still love you. Sunday, March 29, 2009 Y 11:25 PM i spent friday nite at e barracks... and i DONT like it. i sleep on e upper bunk n too near to e air con. regimental life sucks. n i miss e BF so much i cried while showering. the girls are great but.... i feel like i dun have e BF to me anymore.or am i too clingy.oh i just dunno. it hurts.i screamed. i punched.red palms and bruises.dun worry,he didnt touch me.heck,he wasnt anywhere near me. another 5 more days till i meet love.total of 8 days of not meeting. :( dunno if i'll pull thru without him. i miss you.even if i express it differently. i hate my period.it came on strong on sat.while i wa doing my MMPI test.dunnoe if i'll pass. haiz. i love you sayang,forever and ever. Monday, March 23, 2009 Y 4:27 PM i had a good sunday with han,marinah n von.
e bride n e bridesmaids. am done with my medical too. hate to say this, but im at heaviest now.haiz. i am really unhappy bout this fact. 27th April.8.3o am. please GOD,let me lose weight! another thing im not looking forward is staying in. IM GOING TO MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :( Friday, March 20, 2009 Y 8:42 PM good news thru sms received today at 1800hrs!!!!
at last.... cant wait la! can lose weight liao...or at least i hope so.... hehe.. Thursday, March 19, 2009 Y 12:52 AM i have so many things to say;
but its just one of those times where words are just simply not good enough. iheartmyboyfriend "one year babe.what u think bout that.a stepping stone.the love of my life.my knight in shining armour.and shining hair.super nice adidas pulse perfume that he showers in.hehe.im all yours.i hope i mean as much to you as you are to me,baby.i will stand by you.sayang you." sometimes, i noe that im not the best gf and even when i tried,i still sucked.but i guess he could still stand my nonsense.and even when i wanted him to be what i expected n when he fell short,im still loving him. love is so weird.like what jason mraz sings "it takes no time to fall in love but it takes years to know what love is".( n im only in the 1st yr.;) ) Thursday, March 12, 2009 Y 11:29 PM ok..the long awaited entry. many things had happened.most important,my 23rd birthday. surprise bday celebration at Rock Cafe on Kumar's Nite from the bf n SIL. n sexy gifts!! :) then the One Fullerton bday surprise from my TP babes...i love HAN & WAWA...and isya,kak yanti n faizah. my,i thought this yr i'll have another quiet bday n ive been pleasntly surprised.thank you all.honestly u guys make me one happy girl,no...lady!!!!!!!!! wooo hooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im lazy to upload e pics...so go to my FB la eh.... im gg thru a rather difficult moment with myself right now... n i noe its affecting my rship with the bf...haiz...maybe...well.... btw i changed my no. i will update the EXCLUSIVES..wait for the sms... hehe... |
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