FASHION fades but STYLE remains.

everyday is a fashion show & the world is your runway.

Friday, June 29, 2007 Y 10:38 AM

yeah...my PINK lady is here(without the customary Pink Ladies jacket though)...so my antique phone will be resting for the time being n Insya-Allah dis phone will last till i save up for my (oh never am i gonna own)Prada phone..but we all can dream...Can We??haha...

.hopelessly devoted to you.

Y 10:03 AM

i noe its a lil passe..but i just love dis movie...i mean i watched it twice..i noe..im e sappy kinda girl...deep deep down...emo abis!!

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past

I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but i just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Don't Write Me Off

It’s never been easy for me

To find words to go along, with a melody

But this time there’s actually something, on my mind

So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed

It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged

I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back

And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record

I might not seem like the safest bet

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story

That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories

But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance

Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances

Than anyone should ever get

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

Don’t write me off just yet

"keeping the faith.believing in that thing called love.taking the risks.bearing the consequences."

Thursday, June 28, 2007 Y 2:43 PM

bile seh si han nak blog..lambat nah! tunggu xmas eh!hahahhaha...

so that time of the month came at last...as usual..a big chunk of it goes to mum...and due to the recent "broken down" appliances at home..i see more of gg to mum again...

so what bout me?

so i came up with the list of my wants n needs of this month.well...its quite a list but trust me...onli a few will be achieved.n dun laugh at my list.some of it might be rather ridiculous..n no insuative remarks ah!!thanks phreak for the new word!

so here it goes.

1.dat pink X520 phone(cos my phone is dying n i need a cheap replacement at the moment cos the fear of losing my phone is still there)

2.go threading(cos my eyebrows are just practically dead)

3.the charles n keith heels for work(i noe BOSS:the PROFESSIONAL and CORPORATE look)

4.that cupboard from ikea(my current one is spilling all over the place)

5.a new blankie for me(another dead personal belonging of mine)

6.that pink mp3 player(dun ask me whats up with me n pink)

7.a hair cut(ok.TRIM at least..ooh i have the jean yip voucher)

8.my best fren's pressie...

9.money for gg back to Indo

10.farewell dinner withRaji n e arul chew ppl

ok...i dunnoe already..but there's somemore!!!

btw...lunch with aziz was so funny...i guess..its been a long time since i disturbed u....n i noe u like that round poldatty ass of the woman queing in front of u wen we gg to buy our food!!!sukenye awak!!!ish3..thanks for the lunch!!very hilarious!i wish all e best for the future!!!

later im gg meet aizat to but dil's pressie...wat shld i get her??she has almost everything dat she wants....

haiz...

.immissing you.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 Y 6:38 PM

Dihimpit dicengkam rindu ini.. Gerimis duka ku.. Menggamit kenangan silam. Resah dan pilu menghampiri..
Sunyinya malamku kelam.. Pedih kemelut cinta.. Dingin kelu bicara.. Untuk mengungkap rindu
Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu.. Menolak segala bahgia dihadapanku.. Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku,berlari aku jauh dari cintamu.. Kukesali..
Dihanyut dilambung ombak lara.. Sepiku berkelana..Melayari jiwa nestapa.. Menggagahi rasa kesayuan..
Leburlah harapan cinta.. Namun kesetiaanmu,kugenggam bagai hukuman,mengheret langkahku.
Maafkan daku kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir.. Maafkan daku kerna ku memungkirinya..
Maafkan daku kekasih hati cinta jadi begini..Maafkan daku..ku mungkir bahagia...

Jaga diri la baik2 ok
~DownUnder~

Y 2:58 PM

im gonna do alot of stuffs to occupy my mind.so that i'll forget the pain and the bad things that happened.

its ok.i understand y u left me.thanks again.and no,i didnt do all this on purpose to make u leave me.

to the rest, dun bother trying to understand.im not tellling.take advantage of it that i will entertain u will it lasts.

to mum, stop crying.

.onbrokenwings.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 Y 5:29 PM

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.

You're the line in the sand when I go too far.

You're the swimming pool, on an August day.

And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.

Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.

Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.

Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, you make me sing.

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,

And you light me up, when you ring my bell.

You're a mystery, you're from outer space,

You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,

And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.

Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,

And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, you make me sing

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, you make me sing.

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're every song, and I sing along.

'Cause you're my everything.

Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

"so many times you reminded me not to trust a person wholly,not to depend on someone too much.i could do it with anyone but not you.'Cause you're my everything."

Y 3:34 PM

and i thought the day couldnt get any worse.

thanks for e phone call but not its contents.u asked bout my wellbeing just for the sake of asking.i rather u not cared.cos what u said after that erased any care or concern for me.

as usual i put down the phone first cos i didnt want to hear the dial tone you would have left behind.too painful to bear.and as usual,im at the losing end.yes,im hurt and i guess that's the way i will be for some time.

so much for giving me time and space cos u said u thought "long and hard bout it".

haiz.thanks for everything.thanks for the decision.

fallen angel.

Y 11:52 AM

BOSS is not in today.had some summit to attend to.thank GOD for his absence.no offence BOSS.

my stomach is not getting better.in fact im feeling little stabbings again.gosh.e headaches too.

definitely not in e mood to work but did what im supposed to anyway.dats y im blogging now.

im so sleepy too..each time i have trg,the next day im shagged.seriously.maybe i shldnt put too much effort in trg.im joking coach.

oh.second day.no phonecall or sms or whatsoever.whats happening?i also dunnoe.im too sad to think bout it.maybe im too egoistic but i have my pride.maybe you dun love me animore.

feel that i might be falling sick again.do pray dat i will be well ya.cos being sick is so horrible and definitely not cool.

and i think lane makes a great fren and a nice person to disturb.its been nice talking to you babe,although its juz on the field of the Padang, when we're un-booting after trg or in the toilets at Raffles City..i wish u well for the BH.and yes,i vote for you everydae.

han..its so exciting and such an occasion...ooh...and decisons!decisions!decisions to make!!we'll be here to support you..and see u make silly mistakes!!hehe....

right now i feel lonely n sickly.

lels

Monday, June 25, 2007 Y 3:20 PM

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love youQuite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & doneI just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told youI'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that yourSweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Y 10:50 AM

got the title from the LOST ad on tv.

rather true dun u think.stop giving me THE look.

my house(note:the choice of word used) is a battlezone.

shouting.screaming.tension.tears.resentment.fear.pain.anger.

all those rolled into one.and dis is no california maki.

to me,the house is just a four-room flat.not a home,well defintely not for me and a far cry from the sanctuary that it shld have been.

all i want to to is either slp in dat unpretentious bed of mine or to lose myself by watching those shows on tv.forget that im in the house.be deaf and oblivious to the things happening ard me.

the meds are not making me feel any better.the side effects such as headaches n dizziness are killing me.oh well,im already halfway dead.im having a silent killer dis very minute.as much as i dun wanna talk bout whats bothering me,i do really want to let it all go.but how?telling it to honey munchkins?i bet she's already disappointed in me.

i noe.im a ball of BS.i mean which gf says that she doesnt love her own gf?yup.ME.BS rite.dun ask me y i said it but i did.i was sick and definitely not in the right frame of mind.so what u think?excuses?but those are my reasons.

so i do love thee?yes i do.thats the truth.no use lying bout that.

my mind is full of scorpions.ah, a lil saying i learnt in lit class many years ago.im gg to act as if nothing is wrong n supress it all.i noe, the easy way out:ESCAPISM.i noe its not a solution but give me a break.i juz wanna peace of mind.so fuck off headaches!

.for she longed to smile again.

i wanna be pampered.loved.and made known that im cared for.sweet nothings;let me hear you linger.hugs,cuddles,kisses.let me sleep in your arms and hear ur hear you heart beating.

ayah,will u manja me again?

.sayangansangat.

angel.

Saturday, June 23, 2007 Y 6:25 PM

hey guys....

the procedure i went on 22 June 07 @ Alexandra Hosp,was a bad experience....no joke...im still having stomach pains..and headaches too...on med till i dunnoe wen...ooh the results of the scope??i have a few antral erosions in my stomach..wat does dat mean??i also dunnoe..but currently its not active n no visible haemorrage...so they took a sample of my stomach for further testing....my next check up in on 11 July 2007...they have yet to tell me the outcome of my blood test...

so currently my health is in the pits.

same for my family.

im still living in the same house becos of u mum.

i talked to her of what happened last nite.she dissed me off and said she didnt want to talk bout it.i talked nicely to her.yet im pushed away.

i made my honey munchkins angry dis weekend.cos of the scopes.i was feeling rather scared n the fact the scopes made me cranky didnt help.i noe.im already mean the wae i m.wat more wen im sick.im so sorry,dear.

im having a headache now n i feel so horrible.n yes,i hate panadol. :(

imissmyhoneymunchkins.

and im holding on.period.no matter what i said.i bear all consequences.

angel misses rustic but am afraid to even say it over the phone.

oh ya,to angah: HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY!!!i love u sis....

love,lels

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 Y 1:08 PM

today..not a gd day for me.

late for work.almost an hour late.i sms-ed BOSS at 8.22 dat i'll be late.dat i'll be in the office before or by 9.30.late nonetheless.

y was i late?cos i cldnt sleep well eventhough i was exhausted cos of..well..hmm...how do i put it....cos of my mum..well not really becos of her..u noe e normal financial issues at home..so well..anoher request...another problem...another sleepless nite..

u see its not really easy when a family of five depends on mum's minute monthly retirement and your measly peanut pay...'nuff said.i dun think u guys wanna hear the rest.

dis reminds me..babes..maybe i cannot go on that trip with you guys..cant be on a double trip in a month.and loads of rugby stuff coming up.i noe ive promised but i really dun think i can.am really sorry.i hope you guys understand.

to make things worse...dat mother fucker(read: fourple)sorry for the coarse language had to make things difficult for me...u see i dun gif u instructions on what you have to do..i merely relay the instructions from BOSS..do u think i actually noe if u have done it before..i am aware u have work(less or plenty of it..i do not care)to do..but that was his instructions...u dun give me that fucking face of urs n den whine out loud n irritate the hell out of me..ure not happy with the situation...go up to him n say it la...but being the whatever me..i offered to the job so that she'll shut her trap..

i dun wanna curse you or pray for misfortunes to be bestowed upon u...but if i cld ask smth from GOD..i hope he'll make u a mute...so u'll appreciate that voice of urs...

the scopes(u noe that procedure at hosp which im really scared about) will on this friday...and most prob my honey munchkins will not be able to accompany me cos she has a test...i really hope she can be there with me but i noe wats more important..dear..do well for the test n it will be as gd as you were there with me ya....i miss my baby so much cos she's been busy with the X-Ray course n all....

Insya-Allah tmr.after work.

.missingyousomuch.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 Y 10:01 AM

i didnt blog bout last weekend...cos too many things were happening n by the time i wanted to blog at work..hehhe..well i had work to do...(note: lappy no longer at home)

so i had "requests" (read:irritaing grovelling) as to update my blog...

hehe..

last week...Alif(my pri sch mate) passed aawy...passed away....he's only 21...haiz..we noe he's been sickly since sec sch...but we didnt expect dis......for the limited time i knew him..he was a nice guy...dis bring back to thr times in pri sch wen i loved playing catching with him in e canteen...but we usually stopped half way cos his gf will be mad at me for playing catching with him..hehe..1stly,ure not supposed to have gfs/bfs in pri sch...and 2ndly,how can catching make me steal ur bf from u??ridiculous!hahah...gd memories aite,Lif??u will be missed,dude...I'll pray for you...

well...another death in my family....Pak Long who stays in Malacca passed away after some spending some time in ICU..may ALLAH bless his soul..his jokes n all will be greatly missed. :(

me n e girls may be gg on a trip soon or maybe not..hehe..but we're defintely gonna spend some good girl time!hehe...e usual suspects will be me, han, rilla, wawa, kak yanti..even faezah... :)

ooh...den on 14 july-THE weekend..i get to spend some quality time wif my honey munchkins!!!gosh...i have to wait dat long?hehe...its ok...as long as that day comes..... :D

NTL is in sept...so we coyotes have bout 2 mths to train like hell....im looking forward to it actually....hehe...and the camp....and..mo friendlies to come...oh btw...dis sunday is e Police Cup thingy.... :) a game as a team.... :)

u noe wat..like dat cuckoobird in front of me (read:mohd a.k.a roihan)said..2007 is a pretty fast year....n i agree...its a been a roller coaters full of its twists n turns....n im packed for the year!!!

till den guys...(mohd's nagging in the background.."cepat lah la..slow ah kau!")

lels

Thursday, June 14, 2007 Y 6:59 PM

iloveyou,an

Y 3:42 PM

stub·born
1. Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bullheaded.
2. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.
3. Characterized by perseverance; persistent.
4. Difficult to treat or deal with; resistant to treatment or effort: stubborn soil; stubborn stains.

"American Heritage Dictionary"

they forgot no 5. Norlela Malati

i never really knew i was dat degil.

i never wanted to a weakling.never wanted to be used.never wanted to be the loser.i knew the feeling and i hated it.

i blocked what ppl had to say for i didnt want their words to hurt me.i had enuff.for a while i was safe.in my own shell.no pain.

but now i guess it has turned against me.it seems i wouldnt listen to anyone,so they say.

as much as im an extrovert.no one really gets thru me.NO ONE.

cos im too ashamed for anyone to noe whoat kind of environment i was brought up in, what i have to face everydae and what are my influences.everybody has secrets.how could anyone who noes me would want to be with me?

im not lying to you about me cos i will answer honestly if u do ask me.but if u didnt, i wouldnt tell.im merely excluding information bout myself.what more to the ones i consider dear to me.

i noe im bad at communication(note:i noe some of u think its an irony cos i talk alot) but to esp the ppl im close to..most of the time im lost for words for the intangibles matter more.just being there.knowing that they're there.

im complicated.i noe.

.angellovesrustic.

Y 11:20 AM

Life.

Whether u like it or no,u just have to live it.you have no choice.that is, unless u decide to commit suicide and play GOD and end your life on your own terms. Which is rather stupid though.

I dun deny that Im gg thru a rough time now. Its just maybe im looking at the whole situation in the wrong angle.

Im trying to break free from the chains which held me on so long. I dun want to end up like you.Right now.Im cleaning the mess u made,again and again.Im doing the job of a man, the one u couldnt be.And guess wat?Im fucking 21 bearing the burden to raise a family. Do i ask of it?NO!Was i born into it?NO!But why am i the CHOSEN one?

BECAUSE YOU SCREWED UP!BECAUSE YOU'RE A MAN WITH NO BALLS!BECAUSE YOU'RE MUM'S ONLY SON WHOM SHE LOVED SO MUCH THAT NO MATTER MILLIONS OF SINS YOU MAY COMMIT TO HER, SHE FORGAVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM COS URE HER ONLY SON!

so im just one of the daughters..so im being discriminated cos im not a boy?well, i noe im not perfect but i dun hurt her like u do....im sick n tired of all these....

what abt my dreams?my future?my life in question?

do i be selfish or selfless?

to feez: HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!Insya-Allah u will do well for ur PS course...i wish u luck...we all love our mums...so with whatever we're left with...do your best to be moral brother to fafa..and the filial and loving son to ur mum....dun feel too much for the past..move on and do your time for ur mum ya...

to aziz: Syukur Al-hamdullillah for the message u have received fom HIM...and thanks for the"prayer" conversations....

to my honey munchkins: let go thru all dis shit together for i cannot do it alone...i will be ther for u as and when u need me ya....iloveyoubaby.

lela malati

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 Y 10:25 AM

last weekend must be the most eventful weekend ever....

but im not gg so much into details.....

met my honey munchkins....had we had Arnolds at pasir ris.....first and foremost i didnt noe pasir ris had Arnolds...all my 21 yrs of life i thought there's only 1 Arnolds!!!!well....im so happy to see my baby...although she was like really...weally sick.....thanks for e cab fare home baby.... :)

dat was friday...so like on sat....i had nothing to do...so i thought alright...accompany my niece to vivo...den meet aizat...den meet my baby....well aizat backed out only to call last min to ask if im free...ARGH!!!!n u noe wat??while i was trying to find "friends" to hang out wif...there weren't any!!!so u think im popular??i dun think so...maybe its my fault too...i dun hang out often with them....

dat saturday nite was a really a ______________(fill in the blanks urselves)..well...its neither good nor bad...but smth happen which took me off guard...i never thought it happened..especially to me but it did....for a moment, i was in a state of bewilderedness,confusion pain and anger...

but guess wat?

i stayed on.im glad i did.

like what my msn nick says: shit happens.we move on.

honey munchkins: i love u so much.i do.thanks being the listening ear.*hugs*

last thursday,mbah Endang passed away...She was a beautiful lady who was so caring and loving. Each time i went back to Indo,she was there all the time. being the great host,she alws is,she alws made me happy to go back to Indo. I love her so much but GOD loves her more i guess....im gg back soon..to visit her...to go HOME.

pak long in malacca is in ICU now...i dunnoe what happened but mummy say he's really sick...haiz...means dats mummy may need to go up north again....dat means i have to slp alone!

u noe i need to take certain things more lightly....and just take things in my stride....

like yest during trg...we did long passes n spin balls....gosh..i hate long passes cos im not gd at it....n i tried to u twist my hips..and use power from the back and many times i did the low ball or the mcdonald's ball(note:too high n floating)...

den sya said:lela u noe u can do it..dun stress yourself out!dun keep on focusing...

den i dropped the ball n we all had to do 20 push ups...sorry guys...it was extra cos i wasnt a newbie...man!ive been playing the game for 6 yrs...it have become a part of me that i cldn't get rid of..and that made me wanna excel at it..made me worked too hard n stressed up bout it...

i need to get my life back....its gonna be hard but im gonna be a better person.

lela

Friday, June 8, 2007 Y 2:08 PM

the hosp called todae...

"sorry miss norlela,the doctor wii not be available on the 15th..so can we postpone the op to another date?ok i said...alright it will be on 22 june 2007 at 10am ya...pls be in the hospital by 9.30..and dun forget to take ur pack on the 21st..."

phew...now since my tummy is slightly ok..i dun feel like gg..but wat if it occurs again??hmmm....n i have to tell honey munchkins that she will have to take leave on the 22nd instead of the 15th...so very the leceh....

raji is quitting arulchew....finally i guess..and pam is quitting tlp....everyone's moving on....hehe...wat bout me??im still here in KW..for e past almost 5mths!!!i actually stayed on...hahaha...but wats gonna happen in the future? *wonders* till july ah BOSS....we'll see...

todae when i was buying lunch at KASUT EMAS..dis babe in tudung who was queing behind me n asked me a golden question...

"hey..arent u e girl i noe in madrasah??"

history lesson:e last time i went to madrasah was eons ago....and she remembered me....i remembered her cute bro..at dat time he was cute....n of course i remeber dis girl...she was by far the MOST BEAUTIFUL girl in madrasah....put my full blown lesbian feelings aside..she was pretty..really pretty..u noe e Catherine Zeta Jones kind...but she's the fier arab kind..u get my drift??*melts*

but dats was it..the cream coloured tudung and maroon jubah days are over..and we walked our separate ways with our own mee sotos....

my honey munchkins is still on mc... :( but its ok..im gonna meet her today....i really eat arnolds n i cant wait till tuesdae to eat arnolds wif aizat n dil....maybe my honey munchkins can treat me todae!!! till later dear!!!

enjoy ur weekend babes...i think ill catch up my deserved slp...and yes mum...cleaning out my closet!!hehe....

the happy drink..coutesy of my honey munchkins :)

-=rusticangel=-

Thursday, June 7, 2007 Y 2:10 PM

today...no mood langsung!!

cos my cold sore is not getting better...and that thing underneath my tongue is making me difficult to eat or talk......and actually made me have almost no appetite to eat...ok fine..i had nasi lemak again for lunch...but u noe wat i mean....

and honey muchkins is sick...really sick...on 2 days mc...poor baby.... :(
dun worry syg..everything's gonna be ok....u be strong kies...

actuall i wanna talk bout my 6th anni...n wat happen n all...but again....no mood ah...dunnoe y im feeling like dis...

haiz...

hehe....

love,lels

Tuesday, June 5, 2007 Y 3:41 PM

wat a nice date isnt it.

in such a chronological order.in sequence.

6 whole months.to many it may be nothing.

to me, its something.something really special.

for the past 6 months,ive been hers.only hers.

and im happy.deep down,despite whatever,i am truly happy to be rustic's angel.

but today,i am not happy.in fact, im elated.im so so happy(read: way over the rainbow).

its like somehow both of us persevered and pulled thru.no easy feat.take my word for it.

and the result.two happy persons.in love.and looking forward to the future.smiles.

-=rusticangel=-

trg yest was a blast..i ran so much...and yes.. the honorary rugby ball smacked to my cold sored lips(note: thanks sophie)..the coyotes are coming back.stronger than ever,watch out.and im playing wing again!!!YES!!and i have V(read: my all time fav indonesian) to be my link..i hope it stays that way....i like the arrangement...but of course like any good trg...it bound to darin the hell out of u...physically that is....i was like dozing on in the bus on my way home...very fugly that is...i even couldnt talk yo my honey munchkins that much... :(

now this is the worst part...

no offence to jay though....

JAY!!!!kau gile eh!!!u ah...i was like totally shagged and u called me...twice lak tu...ish kau nie pun....it was like 1plus in the morn.....i have to wake up at 7 u noe....ggrrr!!!!i noela call me wen u free tapi jgn sampai gitu skali dok...lepas tu kene marah lak...u compare me wif kak ju n akira....cmon la...u noe how bz i am...like i said i hardly get too see my honey munchkins either....yes..we'll meet up...its just a matter of time...

im still here if u need me...juz if its a mondae or wednesdae after my trgs...well...im like dead...okies??dun sulk...i still lup you.

i went to werk literally dead....haiz...luckily im meeting honey munchkins later....smth to really look forward to..wide smiles.yes baby..i noe..i owe u a massage.

7 p.m.long johns.

.norlelamalati.

Y 2:17 PM

A young punk gets on a bus and sits down in directly across from an old man.

The young punk has spiked green, purple and orange hair. His clothing is a tattered mix of leather rags. His entire face and body are covered with piercings and his earrings are big, bright red, yellow and green feathers.

The old man stares at the young punk as the bus travels across the city.
Finally, the punk looks across at the old man, and yells, "What are you looking at, old man! Didn't you do anything wild when you were young?"

Without missing a beat, the old man replies, "Yeah. Back when I was very young and in the Navy, I got really drunk in Singapore and had sex with a parrot... I thought you might be my son."

hehe..damn funny...