its been 7hours 30mins since ur last msg telling me that today u've been deployed to the Prisons and that i have to go home alone.tonight.

no msg or call since then.

i called but i cant get thru.

u see, i think im paranoid.maybe i am.

but im missing u terribly.ive been channeling all my energy to do all my work n all morning stuffs have been cleared.

but u still linger ard.final thoughts are still about u.

dah makan ke belum?hows e toe?still swollen?did they fucked bout break time,again?are u bored to death?did u see another hot/pretty/gorgeous officer?did you miss me too?




i was reading some blogs just now...

lets not mention names....

envy,jealousy,sympathy and maybe other unfavourable emotions were flowing deep in my veins...

sometimes i wonder why arent we all made equal..they have it...physique...money...looks...intelligence...

im sure they have problems n issue..but that aside it seem life is still good...

am i not grateful for what ive been born into and the path that i'm still carving out?

i believe my day will come,when i can confidently say to u that im proud of who and what i am.

on another note, being a legal exec at tkqp is rather cool...muahahaha...

MOAs..Defences....48hour Notices... i like...being bimbotic is just a facade.i never thought i was intellectual enough to stand all this legal shit...

but hey!its my kinda shit!

am looking forward to halloween...with b, of course...

n he says that 50% is ok to spare for e cammies...but now the bonus question is...


oh well...im gg to meet him later anyway...will show him e specs...cant wait...n yes...getting my half dead mp3 back from b...

and

arent they cute???

price range: SGD$300 to SGD$400.

so how b??50/50??

hehe..im so screwed.

btw my meaty prefernces do not apply to my physique or choice of partners.

muahahhaa.

went to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 :SENIOR YEAR at causeway with baby,nonie n irro..

:)

we so love Vanessa Hudgens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn hot i tell u that girl!!!was like drooling..i love the fashion and all that singing n dancing!!!!!!!!

hehe...thanks b...although we were both sick n frezzing our asses off in the cinema...

dun u just love public holidays!!!

*matching mp3 plak tu....

muahaha...


for your info,

baby jr passed away on 22.10.08

ure dearly missed by us.

the burial moved me to tears but b was all strong. haiz.

bye bye baby.

i love my nieces.haiz.

i will upload pics with my "extended" hair ok...hehe...

n yes, i took e extensions out already...

:P

i am so hungry...

when is tania comin back...me want me dress...n we should hang out...miss u kak!!

b..hurry..i hungry!!i can hear e pasar malam calling!!

it was SO dramatic in the last few days....

2 days in a row tearing(ok!crying) in the train home....

haiz...

but things r ok now...

:) yayness!!!

but nov may or may not be postponed...

no, we did not break up!!haha...

will be updating those associated with nov soon ya...

hehe...


yeah i know...

im at work yet im blogging...

taking a break la...

so just wanna tel u that im like soooooooooooo happy.....

y??sorry cant jinx it...hehe....

november will be such a great month!!!!!!!!!!

hehe..

:)


omg!!!!!!!!!!!!

i noe i've been gone since forever!!!!

i think i might be doing up a new blog....dis blog's name is too related to an...

its not as if she cared or give a damn bout it...

n that life goes on,whether we like it or not..

n i thank GOD cos im spending my life with ppl hu actuallied cared...friends, family n my boo, iq jR

we just celebrated 6 months of r'ship..n still so much love..and our first raya..(will upload e pics k...)

problems will stay..but somehow i seem to be handling them ok..thanks to e support ard me...

im back in e CBD area..so more time to catch up wit han..wawa..rilla n kak yanti...i cant wait...

n b...i miss u.. :)