i had e longest day todae!!!!!!!!!!

slept at like 1 am ++
woke up at 530..
round after round after round after round...

never have i been so happy to receive the slips of paper...

haha..next impt date: 9th May 2008 at 1600hrs

:)

tania's back!!!!!cant wait to meet up wif u kak!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dearest hubby,i missed u n nites at ur place...but oh well..

if this what normal ppl go thru..i dun wanna be normal!!!

MOS!u better give me back my boo!!!!!!!






everyday im falling...

in love that is.

with my boo.

somehow it seems there's hope after all.

that such a thing called love exists.

i still dun like MOS!!

haha..


i never knew i had so much emotions.

i alws thought i was strong.

never did i expect to feel so much pain.

im not that cold.

im a mere mortal after all.


in a few more hours,we're officially a month old...

:)

of course i did smth...

;)

i hope she likes it...

i love my boo,iq JR sharif.


now im like extremely sick...

gosh...loads have been happening..

one thing's for sure i cant please everyone.

all the time im accommodating to everyone's whims n fancies..

made them happy,compromised my happiness.

every thought that i wanted to feel joy too??

so i made the decision to stay on cos i noe she makes me happy.

i believe in her.no matter what,i believe i noe that she's not gonna be like my past experience cos at e end of the day she's good to me.

like all r'ships we gotta try hard to work it out.

life wouldnt be the same without you.

on another note,one stage has been cleared.

next important 26 april 2008.

anyway i have an interview with Rajah & Tann on Wed..haha..is lela gg back to legal industry???

haha...


i cant believed whatever had happened.

the lying n all.

i guess it doesnt pay to be nice.

guess what i lied too.i lied bout being drunk n gg back to aizat's place.juz to see how would u react if i did e same.

guess e reaction i got?loads of cursing n immediate breakup.

compare dat to the things u did to me n how i handled them.

thanks so much.for all e sweet memories n e pain.

thanks to reeza for listening out...aizat my best fren..and e rest too at werk.




been such a day...

lunch with fiza...how much i missed her...

den facial at leonard drake...

mani n pedi at PINC..

gladiator sandals from Charles n Keith...

tania playing arcade games..which i brought so much sweets home..a cute hamster n a dancing banana...haha.. :D

tricked into watching Shutter(which u guys noe that i wont be watching the movie due to some sort of disease:read:Penakut)

went back to her place to help ibu to do food biz...standard la...den got bored...

guess what..at 1am we went to Mustapha Centre to shop!!!b was not happy initially...but she got in the groove soon after...

went back at ard 3plus...n watched KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI...and as per normal..i cried buckets!!!!my b kept laughing at me...it was so sad la...

reminded me of daddy cos i noe hw it feels to lose one of your parents..dis may its gonna be 9 yrs since u left ayah...n i miss u ayah...alws.

den after that..well..to give u a hint, DAMN my period la!!!!ARGH!!

so movie ended bout 7am..i woke up at 11 just to prepare irro for school..now i now what mums have to do man...

n guess what...having my b's family is like having my own family...

i love it wen b reminisce bout how we met...

:)

n the fact doesnt change that i love you.

ok..in a few hrs im gg to work,yeah i noe im supposed to be off.

ot la.

now let the pics do e talking...











i havent been blogging cos ive not been home.

that long enough to blog.

haha..home is now just a stop over.

love has been great,with its fair share of ups n downs.

but i feel happy being hers.being in her arms seemed like the safest place on earth.

but i cant deny the jealousy.i tried to tame it but it seemed to get the better of me.

i miss her the moment i step for home.

gosh.mushy i noe.

i miss frens too.trying to catch up with them now.

all those lost time.

GOD,please let the good time last.a lil longer.