i hate it when ppl do not have respect for other ppl's property,feelings,relationships.

it just shows that you have no respect for yourself.

you knew that he's attached and confessed your feelings to him.he told you that sorry but he is loyal to his girl.

ok,yet u texted him and called him names of endearment.and demanded attention like a gf.
now im e gf who had read his texts.do you know i feel?eventhough he has told me everything?

it still hurts.it still makes me cry at the thought of losing my bf.i know he loves me but in this world with bitches like u,it makes it so much more difficult and dramatic to just have a rship with my sayang.

and for the record, i hate drama.my life is no soap opera.act somewhere else.

truthfully, i would love to hurl all the expletives and vulgarities at you but the satisfaction is short term.

u have my sympathy,you B-grade actress. put ur talent where they pay you.for a change, break Box-Office records;not relations and ppl who truly love each other.dun blame me for the part you didnt get.

this post seemed to be so angsty and sympathetic at the same time.

Fathiya;ur name may mean victory but you have just lost.

p/s: i need no more than what i have now.so eff off.





when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love youI love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love youI love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,the more I love,the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love youI love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love youI love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
ooohhh! oooooohh!
thats when I love you
when nothing baby nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you when I love you no matter what!
no matter what
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song of the moment : That's when i love you by aslyn





Hey
Between You and Fiza Johari


Fiza Johari
Today at 6:15am
How did you know Jason?


Lela Malati
Today at 11:13am
thru facebook.


Fiza Johari
Today at 11:20am
Just by saying hi to him on FB? for no reason...?


Lela Malati
Today at 11:23am
yup i guess.


Fiza Johari
Today at 11:26am
oh I was just wondering coz I thought it was weird is all...coz I personally don't add people I don't really know...


Lela Malati
Today at 11:32am
oh ok.


Fiza Johari
Today at 11:33am
not to be mean/rude/intrusive, but what was your purpose of adding him?


Lela Malati
Today at 11:37am
babe y does it matter to u?as far as im concern, its my perogative whom i wanna add?im making friends.period.geez.are we done?


Fiza Johari
Today at 11:46am
well it does matter because i know him and I know it is your prerogative (correct spelling) but I just don't need any BS if you catch my drift. you have absolutely no reason to add him. you don't even know him. and you don't just add people you don't know like that on FB..you can add whomever else you fancy but not MY friends! NOW we are done...

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for some ppl...the drama never ends.

haha.malas nak layan.if ure guessing whether i replied her after her last message;i didnt..that wld be a waste my time.

den u guys muz be wondering y i added jason?u see im not much of an explain-er.its definitely not to find bfs...haha...cos i already have one!not to spike that fiza either.gosh!like she made our life entertaining already in sg.artistic reasons .oh well.i will only need to explain to certain ppl like my bf and mohd i guess, they are ppl hu matter.and those who ask i guess.

this entry is a sure fire starter.whatever.im not the kind who like drama in my life like you do.but u see im as open as hell to what i dun like.rude and pretentious ppl.

to jason if ure reading this; keep the beautiful art going.

to my syg...i miss u la...hope to see u today....

in every relationship,there's bound to be ups and downs.

like ours,its bobbing quite well...

but my incapability of verbal expression has caused much problems to the bf and myself.

i cant seemed to articulate my thoughts,my feelings.this is an issue cos i guess the bf is not good at charades either.

its not that i do not want to say what i feel or think,but i cant seem to mouth them out.most of u think this crazy being the talkative cuckoobird i am,but yeah..its true. and the worst thing is it affects the bf.

it affects me cos i dun want to surpress my feelings anymore.after years of building that protective wall ard me;to protect myself,to protect my heart i think im ready to fully face the world again.like a habit,its difficult to change cos its like a metal shirt one wear.

every silence carries my desire to express my thoughts and feelings.the tears that roll down my cheeks were the unspoken words that yearn to be heard.

where should i start?what do i say?even the vast vocabulary and dictionary reading days couldnt help me.

but i will overcome this;one step at a time.

for the eyes that vision,
for the nose that savours,
for the ears that translates;
for the skin that moves;
for the mouth that whispers;
for the heart that loves.

Lels : You Are Peaceful and Content

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

Iq Jr :You Are Hyper and Spirited

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are. You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth. You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

i love you baybeh!