FASHION fades but STYLE remains.

everyday is a fashion show & the world is your runway.

Thursday, April 26, 2007 Y 5:47 PM

today is a GOOD yet BAD day....

good cos we had lunch at Carousel at Royal Plaza.....yummy foood!!n i had oysters too....hahah...DELICIOUS....such a long lunch....thanks BOSS!!!luckily han could make it in time....was glad she could join us...my "khaki" in almost everything in KW... :) gosh...but she might not be here for long....u see as much as i wld love to see her fly...it means lesser time to be with her...i guess over time ive gotten used to having her ard in e office...and anywhere after that....enjoyed her company too...we're similar but definitely not the same....babe....its gonna be different when ure not ard...no nugget for me to disturb...to irritate e hell out of...or dresses to lift up...hell...i cannot even catch all ur spastic moments... :)

wawa.han.lela

wawa.han.dev.lela.half of kak pah

bad dae cos e cold seemed to have decided on its own to stay...my nose hurts...and F*****G headaches come n go...its making me cranky too...gosh....watever....guess im juz gonna go home n slp...love is out at the moment...to meet a fren of hers so ya...but i think she's tired too...its ok love..8 more days...and yes...tmr's leave is approved...so i'll be seeing u soon....after...lemme see....23 days of not meeting u...wat a feat for me...i cant believe ive gone thru so many days missing u....so hopefully no arguments n lets juz have a gd time tmr...so 2 pm @ Little India?

the last part of e desserts.chocolate fondue!

exquisite!

angel loves rustic

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Y 9:16 AM

see.leave has been approved.

so tioman on e 5th okies.

cant wait!loads of pics will up by den.

loves u.

Monday, April 23, 2007 Y 4:43 PM

.cute choc cuppy cake wif red rose icing and heart shaped sprinkles.

thanks dev.

a lil smth to make my dae

its so adorable...

Y 9:30 AM

feel different today.

felt distant.no phonecall to tell u that im at werk.

if i did, it wldnt be of a friend's doing.

baby steps. a step each day.

missing. am lost.

totally lost.

hopelessly devoted to you.

love,lels

Friday, April 20, 2007 Y 2:05 PM

i slammed down e phone last nite.
cos i reallie felt hurt.
y did smth so small escalated to smth like dis.
mind u, e last time i slammed down e phone was a long time ago.

im holding on cos i truly beleive dat dis is juz a rough patch we're gg thru.
i noe its been difficult but somtimes i feel dat u dun want to be in this rship.

the fault lies in me everyone.yup me.
i rushed her, i guess.e guilt still follows me.i noe im a fool.

its hard wen we talk, we misunderstand each other.
u think one thing and think another.

so y am i still holding on again?
cos i trully believe in us.
and yes i love her.alot.

but i have almost everything against me.lemme tell u y.
she thinks im too popular with too many ppl wanting to get to know me;but isnt dat what friendster is for.
jealousy is fine but not morbid jealousy.its difficult wen everytime u have to re-assure that yes,i do love u.i dun show it but i change to be what u want me to be.i try.

i cant show u my affection in public.and each time i show u my affections, u question me.so i stopped.y?cos i feel embarrased.which gf doesnt if each time she tries she got pushed away?

i want u to love for hu i m.pls.these ppl ard me,let them be.y cldnt our rship be about us n not them?

one note: if u think u actually dun love me,den tell me.dun stay on for symphaty.i dun need pity.i want someone who loves me n hu i love in return.

Y 10:05 AM

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me.I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

Thursday, April 19, 2007 Y 10:52 AM

im not giving up.not now.not ever.

things are difficult but i noe we can overcome it.

when emotions run high, we react in accordance to our hearts rather than our mids.

that's where i often fault.

again,with sincere apologies,do please forgive me cos im only human.

im determine to make dis work and i wanna make a difference in my life.

from all aspects; be it personal or not.

do be patient and bear it with me for with ample time,the silver lining will shine.

i care for u.i do love you.and i wanna be with you.always.

angel loves rustic.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 Y 1:47 PM

I'm always longing for the sweetness,I taste when I kiss your lips,And the feeling of your beautiful curves,Each time I touch your hipsI'm always longing to talk to you,At any time or any place,Just as long as I can look into your eyes,And run my fingers across your faceI'm always longing to lay there with you,Just to hear the beat of your heart,Girl I long for you even more,With each second we spend apartI'm always longing to hear your laugh,And see the smile that's on your face,Girl when I'm lost inside of you,You take me away to a secret placeI'm always longing for you,In every way that I can see,And I wonder if your longing too,And if what you longing for is me...