in every relationship,there's bound to be ups and downs.

like ours,its bobbing quite well...

but my incapability of verbal expression has caused much problems to the bf and myself.

i cant seemed to articulate my thoughts,my feelings.this is an issue cos i guess the bf is not good at charades either.

its not that i do not want to say what i feel or think,but i cant seem to mouth them out.most of u think this crazy being the talkative cuckoobird i am,but yeah..its true. and the worst thing is it affects the bf.

it affects me cos i dun want to surpress my feelings anymore.after years of building that protective wall ard me;to protect myself,to protect my heart i think im ready to fully face the world again.like a habit,its difficult to change cos its like a metal shirt one wear.

every silence carries my desire to express my thoughts and feelings.the tears that roll down my cheeks were the unspoken words that yearn to be heard.

where should i start?what do i say?even the vast vocabulary and dictionary reading days couldnt help me.

but i will overcome this;one step at a time.

for the eyes that vision,
for the nose that savours,
for the ears that translates;
for the skin that moves;
for the mouth that whispers;
for the heart that loves.