Thursday, January 29, 2009 Y 10:33 AM i hate it when ppl do not have respect for other ppl's property,feelings,relationships. it just shows that you have no respect for yourself. you knew that he's attached and confessed your feelings to him.he told you that sorry but he is loyal to his girl. ok,yet u texted him and called him names of endearment.and demanded attention like a gf. now im e gf who had read his texts.do you know i feel?eventhough he has told me everything? it still hurts.it still makes me cry at the thought of losing my bf.i know he loves me but in this world with bitches like u,it makes it so much more difficult and dramatic to just have a rship with my sayang. and for the record, i hate drama.my life is no soap opera.act somewhere else. truthfully, i would love to hurl all the expletives and vulgarities at you but the satisfaction is short term. u have my sympathy,you B-grade actress. put ur talent where they pay you.for a change, break Box-Office records;not relations and ppl who truly love each other.dun blame me for the part you didnt get. this post seemed to be so angsty and sympathetic at the same time. Fathiya;ur name may mean victory but you have just lost. p/s: i need no more than what i have now.so eff off. Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Y 12:04 PM taken in 2007 when we went to JB on a good friday. was stuck in such a horrible traffic human jam at the customs. still.good memories. 2 years on.many changes/disappearances. :) rilla: the 1st to get married in march '09 just a couple of days before my 23rd birthday. lela: attached to iq jr and plans to wed in '10. han: to wed in Aug '09.before her 24th birthday. an updated photo i promise.soon.in march probably.hehe. time may have passed, looks may changed, but the friendship we share; are one of the same. love and definitely miss u babes.
Saturday, January 24, 2009 Y 12:56 PM when you have to look away when you don't have much to say thats when I love you I love you, just that way to hear you stumble when you speak or see you walk, with two left feet thats when I love youI love you, endlessly and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game forget i'm waiting in the rain baby I love youI love you anyway 'cause heres my promise made tonight you can count on me for life thats when I love you when nothing you do can change my mind the more I learn,the more I love,the more my heart can't get enough thats when I love you when I love you no matter what so when you turn to hide your eyes 'cause the movie made you cry thats when I love youI love you a little more each time and when you can't quite match your clothes or when you laugh at your own jokes thats when I love you I love you, more than you know and when you forget that we had a date or that look you give when you show up late baby I love youI love you anyway 'cause heres my promise made tonight you can count on me for life thats when I love you when nothing you do can change my mind the more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough thats when I love you when I love you no matter what ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you when nothing baby nothing you do can change my mind the more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough thats when I love you when I love you no matter what! no matter what ------------------------------------------------------------------------- song of the moment : That's when i love you by aslyn Y 12:18 PM i just wanted some of our alone time together. a walk.a talk. but it seems my timing is always off. so who do i turn to? when its not you? its dark and im afraid of the dark. bring me back to the sweet memories that we once created. and re-create them all over again
Y 12:01 PM Hey Between You and Fiza Johari Fiza Johari Today at 6:15am How did you know Jason? Lela Malati Today at 11:13am thru facebook. Fiza Johari Today at 11:20am Just by saying hi to him on FB? for no reason...? Lela Malati Today at 11:23am yup i guess. Fiza Johari Today at 11:26am oh I was just wondering coz I thought it was weird is all...coz I personally don't add people I don't really know... Lela Malati Today at 11:32am oh ok. Fiza Johari Today at 11:33am not to be mean/rude/intrusive, but what was your purpose of adding him? Lela Malati Today at 11:37am babe y does it matter to u?as far as im concern, its my perogative whom i wanna add?im making friends.period.geez.are we done? Fiza Johari Today at 11:46am well it does matter because i know him and I know it is your prerogative (correct spelling) but I just don't need any BS if you catch my drift. you have absolutely no reason to add him. you don't even know him. and you don't just add people you don't know like that on FB..you can add whomever else you fancy but not MY friends! NOW we are done... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- for some ppl...the drama never ends. haha.malas nak layan.if ure guessing whether i replied her after her last message;i didnt..that wld be a waste my time. den u guys muz be wondering y i added jason?u see im not much of an explain-er.its definitely not to find bfs...haha...cos i already have one!not to spike that fiza either.gosh!like she made our life entertaining already in sg.artistic reasons .oh well.i will only need to explain to certain ppl like my bf and mohd i guess, they are ppl hu matter.and those who ask i guess. this entry is a sure fire starter.whatever.im not the kind who like drama in my life like you do.but u see im as open as hell to what i dun like.rude and pretentious ppl. to jason if ure reading this; keep the beautiful art going. to my syg...i miss u la...hope to see u today.... Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Y 11:37 AM i want this!!!!
![]() ![]() and i so want this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! has anyone told you that you're my soulmate? someone you laugh and cry with as you both age, has anyone told you that you're my sunshine? the only one that i trust to put my sorrows behind. at last i got to hear ur voice dearest at 1125hrs... no words cld express my relief and very well hidden gladness to know that ure safe... although i did come across as a lil pissed.. its becaused i missed u like sooooooooooooooooooooo much la... i have a mouth that moves but failed to speak. :( Y 9:48 AM today will have a lot of mini-posts... i miss the bf...haiz..the nite shift(8.30pm till 11.00am), i dun like!!!never have i felt so lonely even to slp... and again i wld like to emphasize that i MISS my bf! Tuesday, January 20, 2009 Y 5:24 PM ![]() i'll always remember it was late afternoon it lasted forever n ended so soon you we're all by yourself staring up at a dark gray sky i was changed in places no one could find all your feelings so deep inside, was there that i realized that forever was in your eyes the moment i saw you cry it was late in september n i had seen you before you were always the cold one but i was never that sure you we're all by yourself staring up at a dark gray sky i was changed in places no one could find all your feelings so deep inside, was there that i realized that forever was in your eyes the moment i saw you cry i wanted to hold you i wanted to make it go away i wanted to know you i wanted to make your everything i'll always remember it was late afternoon in places no one would find in places no one could find all your feelings so deep inside, was there that i realized that forever was in your eyes the moment i saw you cry i think i saw you cry the moment i saw you cry from the movie,A Walk To Remember.which i cried buckets of course. taught me that life was indeed unfair. but nonetheless beautiful while it lasted. feeling emo i think.or very hungry. hehe. impt date to note: 22.01.09 -6.30pm Monday, January 19, 2009 Y 12:43 PM in every relationship,there's bound to be ups and downs. like ours,its bobbing quite well... but my incapability of verbal expression has caused much problems to the bf and myself. i cant seemed to articulate my thoughts,my feelings.this is an issue cos i guess the bf is not good at charades either. its not that i do not want to say what i feel or think,but i cant seem to mouth them out.most of u think this crazy being the talkative cuckoobird i am,but yeah..its true. and the worst thing is it affects the bf. it affects me cos i dun want to surpress my feelings anymore.after years of building that protective wall ard me;to protect myself,to protect my heart i think im ready to fully face the world again.like a habit,its difficult to change cos its like a metal shirt one wear. every silence carries my desire to express my thoughts and feelings.the tears that roll down my cheeks were the unspoken words that yearn to be heard. where should i start?what do i say?even the vast vocabulary and dictionary reading days couldnt help me. but i will overcome this;one step at a time. for the eyes that vision, for the nose that savours, for the ears that translates; for the skin that moves; for the mouth that whispers; for the heart that loves. Friday, January 16, 2009 Y 5:45 PM i have a heart n it was true, it fled from me and went to u, be kind to it as i have done, for u have two and i have none credits:shannen such beauty.oh.there is such thing as heaven after all.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 Y 3:00 PM its only the 14th day of january 2009 but the insecurities from 2008 has found its way,creeping slowly towards my mind. damn. ive many resolutions and ive sworn to make this year THE year. to mummy,baby n myself:i will not disappoint. have faith in me.cos i definitely have faith in and for you. to the bf esp;09.09.09 please?in HK probably in DisneyLand wld be gd! :)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 Y 12:48 PM :)
Y 10:02 AM i cant believe that erlena's husband who is a grown man and father of 2 beautiful kids and also policeman cum photographer thinks my bf looks like a real guy... now we noe e reasons behind the 2nd looks...haha.... happy la u b! muahaha.....
Thursday, January 8, 2009 Y 11:38 AM
b,i miss you.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 Y 9:16 AM 2nd day period sucks!!!!! im having bad cramps... :( ------------------------ on a separate note,yest i surprised my bf! well its rather belated but i had to do it anyway... massive-all-out-clubbing on his birthday does not constitute to a birthday celebration...rite? so had to make a few little white lies and headed to regina's to get him the Rjays Avenger full face... ![]() still new and nice and glossy plus free helmet bag...all in the box....i was like e only girl in the shop...except for this nyonya who was eating noodles near the cashier;she doesnt count cos she had really bad hair..hehe... rushed to sun plaza to get the box wrapped and pick up a small Heavenly Chocolate Fudge cake frm Angie's...den grab dinner frm MacD for myself cos this running ard made me so hungry!!! ![]() once i reached his place,his mum treated me to the lovely satays that i love so much...isn't she sweet??? supposed to surprise him with the cake once he opened the door but the candles weren't lit on time and i was like giggling like stupid...like a person who was surprised not the one who did the surprising...haha...slenge.... ![]()
i love you baybeh! Monday, January 5, 2009 Y 2:27 PM the birthday boy! ![]() |
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