it hurts to hear e one u love call u to say that she's drunk n might go home with someone whom she finds gorgeous in the club.

it hurts even more cos uve been at work n cldnt do anything bout it.

it hurts terribly to hear the slurred words that she loves you when ure at home all tired from work.

it hurts you the most when they have no idea how much they've hurt you.

but you love them anyway,because you just do.

yes,i love you.






dis is how it hurts.

when i dun reveal,i get the pressure to expose.

n when im exposed, it hurts you.it pressurizes you.

is it my fault?

i swear in GOD's name that smth is wrong with me.

come april,im gonna do it.

fuck everything else.


ica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i noe la im scared of thunder n lightning but....

U DUN DROP MY WATER FACE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she said im happier now...

n i agree..im more at peace i guess... :)

n well....

pls dun go Dubai/ UK / Copenhagen yet....please??


thanks so much for the lovely surprise... :) i love boy!(thats e name of the botak turtle holding the heart..haha..)
and yes, thats you.outside DXO.what a nite.hahaha..


cant slp..

haha.so i decided to follow up on my blogshop.

so if u guys wanna get smth,u noe..ur designer stuffs..

do tell me..wait..visit my blogshop.

n i'll get it..AUTHENTICITY matters..and lower den e retail/commercial price aite?

my blogshop addie?

http://www.unconventionalgeek.blogspot.com/

pass e word ard.

:)

iq's


its been so long since i last blogged.

lotsa things happen.

but right now i noe i pissed Iq.

im sorry.

my bad habit.

when will i ever change?

im really sorry.


i spent e whole day on e comp, eat, watch tv...den back to comp...

haha...doing up my blogshop...

coming soon okies...

n to my msian FB...semangat seh org tu!!!ok la... APRIL!!!
actually i cant wait either!!!

Krish asked me why i didnt call her...well...why should i??

like i said, i dun need a gf.

the reality?im scared.


today im 22.

:)

did not do anything cos i got back from work dis morn ard 3plus...so woke up at ard 1plus in e afternooon...

haha...its ok...

sis did a meal specially for me...

mum called...

all e bday wishes i got thru sms n friendster...

thanks everyone....

n an,thanks for remembering...its a lovely surprise...

since yest nite i was werking i celebrated my bdae with these 2 goons....haha...


ikumi said her eyes look like fishballs!!haha

kak rahimah step jambu all e time je!!!

ikumi.lela.rahimah.

oh well.im not into celebrating my 22nd...but im into gd dinners with those hu matter...

so i have e whole of march to celebrate!!!

ayah,i miss u.

same to you,rustic.