am so tired...

but honestly..

currently i am enjoying my job...despite whatever shit my friends r telling me bout the seniors....

to me:in left ear,out right ear...den plug in e mp3..

haha...

it seems today is "hit-on-lela" day...

drinks..flirting..1st class passengers are sure daring n darn outright...haha...

my beloved rustic msged n called me today...it was so unexpected...i mean like its been over a month now....i felt overjoyed yet sad...confused...

yes i do miss her..who wouldnt?

but...will she ever be in my life again as what she was before or dear,were u just passing by to check on me n leave again?

i better not get my hopes too high..or even start having hopes...

F is back too...got me a ring out of no reason...its cool...but he seemed diff...
been telling me dat he missed me...another confusion...

H..uve been nice..really...but i hope u dun have other ideas...please dun...

my rustic asked if i was with someone n i said no...cos its true cos im single n hoping that we would go back to what we were...but if she ever read my blog now..n starts thinking bout these people whom she might assume are liking me...

trust me that the probability of us getting back together is zilch...

haiz...

i miss u dear...n ure alws on my mind..n in my wallet...even ur phoos r with me now that im staying with my sis at woodlands...