went back to "STC" today....

it was fun...met up with fellow colleagues...

my new found friends cum colleagues...

i hope work will be ok...

only my close friends would know what im talking about...

hopefully a better change...

btw i did msn with her last nite...

cos i cldnt hold myself back...

all e times i missed her...

yet i held back my words...

for i was afraid to hear what she had to say....

rejections are my No. 1 fear...

any form of rejection...

she was nice n polite as usual...

which hurt me even more...

u noe e kind when ure suffering but she's all moved on...

haiz....

"i may be over e fact that we can never be together but that doesnt mean im over you"