went thru looking at some bridal photos of dat awfully young n preg girl...geez...

at e same time went to see e make up n costumes for u noe know who..haha...

i bet she's gonna be as pretty or even more gorgeous on that day... :)

yest i had no appetite to eat mum's ayam masak merah...oh GAWD!!i didnt noe y either...i blame e cough actually!!!

instead i had durian ice kachang and otak-otak!!!!i noe..stop rolling ur eyes at me....

but!!!!i took my meds kies...dats becos i realised if i didnt take my meds it means i'll be having a sleepless nite coughing my ass off!!so i took e med!!!!

other den that im just taking each day at a step...yest i actually sms-ed her to ask if she missed me...thank god she said she did...dats all i wanted to hear..i mean see...

i miss u..loads...

today, 11.07.07 : aft

12.07: aft
13.07: nite
14.07: nite
15.07: off
16.07: off
17.07: leave
18.07: leave
19.07: aft
20.07: aft
21.07: nite
22.07: nite
23.07: off
24.07: off
25.07: morn
26.07: morn
27.07: aft
28.07: aft
29.07: nite
30.07: nite
31.07: off

today im gg back to e hosp for a follow-up on my scopes...bluek!!im not looking forward to it...but i need to settle few of queries with e doc....

one thing im looking forward to is TRAINING!!!yeah..i think todae is gonna be a kick-ass one..(literally)cos... CARMEL is gonna train DEFENCE..those 2 words in e same statement spells HUGE TROUBLE u noe....hehe...oh well...NTL is coming soon...smth to put my mind off her at e moment...

did i mention that ive been listening to e radio lately...yup...hopefully music can help...one way or another...hate e sappy ones though..they threaten my tear ducts to function on many occasions...esp my long bus rides home...

the good times.last day in tioman.one pic when im in b's embrace.loves.

hugs and kisses.plus cough.lela