boring week.damn lonely actually.

cos she's been so busy.yup.and too tired.cant blame her.her job's like dat i guess.

im just not used to the lack of attention cos now i dun get any.

its not im getting too emo or wat.but i miss my gf so much dat it hurts.cos i dun even to get to talk to her.

so i resort to just keeping to myself or absorb it in the things i do.or cry before i slp like the past nites.

sometimes my chest feel so tight dat i feel that my lungs would burst.

maybe im over reacting.

maybe im just tired and stressed about NTL.i wanna win dis yr.

but i made time for you.alws did.

Happy 7th anni dear.

love,lels