okies...my weekend was totally destroyed to a zilch.nil.zero.all plans had to be cancelled.

ok.no offence my family who came down from indo on a last min notice.i noe u had ur reasons.but i cant help it but feel dis way.gosh.

a whole week of being host.and btw im a bad host.and a whole week of speaking bahasa indo.ah!chapek dong!

im having thoughts of leaving KW.yup.i noe that here i have han,wawa and rilla but nah..a legal sec is not what i wanna be.my brain is used for nonsensical stuffs.i rather be racking my brain doing legal work or smth more mind challenging.

btw,stomach is not behaving.now im having really bad pains.like all the time. :(

i miss u.im so sad that i cldnt meet u on sat.its been so long since i last met u.i feel so sad.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

love,lels