last weekend must be the most eventful weekend ever....

but im not gg so much into details.....

met my honey munchkins....had we had Arnolds at pasir ris.....first and foremost i didnt noe pasir ris had Arnolds...all my 21 yrs of life i thought there's only 1 Arnolds!!!!well....im so happy to see my baby...although she was like really...weally sick.....thanks for e cab fare home baby.... :)

dat was friday...so like on sat....i had nothing to do...so i thought alright...accompany my niece to vivo...den meet aizat...den meet my baby....well aizat backed out only to call last min to ask if im free...ARGH!!!!n u noe wat??while i was trying to find "friends" to hang out wif...there weren't any!!!so u think im popular??i dun think so...maybe its my fault too...i dun hang out often with them....

dat saturday nite was a really a ______________(fill in the blanks urselves)..well...its neither good nor bad...but smth happen which took me off guard...i never thought it happened..especially to me but it did....for a moment, i was in a state of bewilderedness,confusion pain and anger...

but guess wat?

i stayed on.im glad i did.

like what my msn nick says: shit happens.we move on.

honey munchkins: i love u so much.i do.thanks being the listening ear.*hugs*

last thursday,mbah Endang passed away...She was a beautiful lady who was so caring and loving. Each time i went back to Indo,she was there all the time. being the great host,she alws is,she alws made me happy to go back to Indo. I love her so much but GOD loves her more i guess....im gg back soon..to visit her...to go HOME.

pak long in malacca is in ICU now...i dunnoe what happened but mummy say he's really sick...haiz...means dats mummy may need to go up north again....dat means i have to slp alone!

u noe i need to take certain things more lightly....and just take things in my stride....

like yest during trg...we did long passes n spin balls....gosh..i hate long passes cos im not gd at it....n i tried to u twist my hips..and use power from the back and many times i did the low ball or the mcdonald's ball(note:too high n floating)...

den i dropped the ball n we all had to do 20 push ups...sorry guys...it was extra cos i wasnt a newbie...man!ive been playing the game for 6 yrs...it have become a part of me that i cldn't get rid of..and that made me wanna excel at it..made me worked too hard n stressed up bout it...

i need to get my life back....its gonna be hard but im gonna be a better person.

lela