today..not a gd day for me.

late for work.almost an hour late.i sms-ed BOSS at 8.22 dat i'll be late.dat i'll be in the office before or by 9.30.late nonetheless.

y was i late?cos i cldnt sleep well eventhough i was exhausted cos of..well..hmm...how do i put it....cos of my mum..well not really becos of her..u noe e normal financial issues at home..so well..anoher request...another problem...another sleepless nite..

u see its not really easy when a family of five depends on mum's minute monthly retirement and your measly peanut pay...'nuff said.i dun think u guys wanna hear the rest.

dis reminds me..babes..maybe i cannot go on that trip with you guys..cant be on a double trip in a month.and loads of rugby stuff coming up.i noe ive promised but i really dun think i can.am really sorry.i hope you guys understand.

to make things worse...dat mother fucker(read: fourple)sorry for the coarse language had to make things difficult for me...u see i dun gif u instructions on what you have to do..i merely relay the instructions from BOSS..do u think i actually noe if u have done it before..i am aware u have work(less or plenty of it..i do not care)to do..but that was his instructions...u dun give me that fucking face of urs n den whine out loud n irritate the hell out of me..ure not happy with the situation...go up to him n say it la...but being the whatever me..i offered to the job so that she'll shut her trap..

i dun wanna curse you or pray for misfortunes to be bestowed upon u...but if i cld ask smth from GOD..i hope he'll make u a mute...so u'll appreciate that voice of urs...

the scopes(u noe that procedure at hosp which im really scared about) will on this friday...and most prob my honey munchkins will not be able to accompany me cos she has a test...i really hope she can be there with me but i noe wats more important..dear..do well for the test n it will be as gd as you were there with me ya....i miss my baby so much cos she's been busy with the X-Ray course n all....

Insya-Allah tmr.after work.

.missingyousomuch.