stub·born
1. Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bullheaded.
2. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.
3. Characterized by perseverance; persistent.
4. Difficult to treat or deal with; resistant to treatment or effort: stubborn soil; stubborn stains.

"American Heritage Dictionary"

they forgot no 5. Norlela Malati

i never really knew i was dat degil.

i never wanted to a weakling.never wanted to be used.never wanted to be the loser.i knew the feeling and i hated it.

i blocked what ppl had to say for i didnt want their words to hurt me.i had enuff.for a while i was safe.in my own shell.no pain.

but now i guess it has turned against me.it seems i wouldnt listen to anyone,so they say.

as much as im an extrovert.no one really gets thru me.NO ONE.

cos im too ashamed for anyone to noe whoat kind of environment i was brought up in, what i have to face everydae and what are my influences.everybody has secrets.how could anyone who noes me would want to be with me?

im not lying to you about me cos i will answer honestly if u do ask me.but if u didnt, i wouldnt tell.im merely excluding information bout myself.what more to the ones i consider dear to me.

i noe im bad at communication(note:i noe some of u think its an irony cos i talk alot) but to esp the ppl im close to..most of the time im lost for words for the intangibles matter more.just being there.knowing that they're there.

im complicated.i noe.

.angellovesrustic.