Life.



Whether u like it or no,u just have to live it.you have no choice.that is, unless u decide to commit suicide and play GOD and end your life on your own terms. Which is rather stupid though.



I dun deny that Im gg thru a rough time now. Its just maybe im looking at the whole situation in the wrong angle.



Im trying to break free from the chains which held me on so long. I dun want to end up like you.Right now.Im cleaning the mess u made,again and again.Im doing the job of a man, the one u couldnt be.And guess wat?Im fucking 21 bearing the burden to raise a family. Do i ask of it?NO!Was i born into it?NO!But why am i the CHOSEN one?



BECAUSE YOU SCREWED UP!BECAUSE YOU'RE A MAN WITH NO BALLS!BECAUSE YOU'RE MUM'S ONLY SON WHOM SHE LOVED SO MUCH THAT NO MATTER MILLIONS OF SINS YOU MAY COMMIT TO HER, SHE FORGAVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM COS URE HER ONLY SON!



so im just one of the daughters..so im being discriminated cos im not a boy?well, i noe im not perfect but i dun hurt her like u do....im sick n tired of all these....



what abt my dreams?my future?my life in question?



do i be selfish or selfless?

to feez: HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!Insya-Allah u will do well for ur PS course...i wish u luck...we all love our mums...so with whatever we're left with...do your best to be moral brother to fafa..and the filial and loving son to ur mum....dun feel too much for the past..move on and do your time for ur mum ya...

to aziz: Syukur Al-hamdullillah for the message u have received fom HIM...and thanks for the"prayer" conversations....

to my honey munchkins: let go thru all dis shit together for i cannot do it alone...i will be ther for u as and when u need me ya....iloveyoubaby.

lela malati