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Wednesday, May 23, 2007 Y 11:17 AM what is the true definition of a sacrifice?? well... Dictionary.com states that a sacrifice is the surrender or destruction of something prized or desirable for the sake of something considered as having a higher or more pressing claim. i might need to sacrifice smth dis yr....smth reallly big...smth i hold close to my heart....i might need to sacrifice me. yup...what im planning to do is for my future..the future of my family....i think im definitely gonna lose some my frens(note: the numbers may change substantially), sleep, the greatest sport of all time(read: rugby), weight(note: at last!) and maybe even my most beloved apple-of-my-eye honey munchkins(read:an)... does that paper qualification worth all dis loss??maybe not for me....cos i'll be an empty nutshell...but its for my family...my nieces.... so how??dunnoe if my honey munchkins can take it??i mean time and conversations are limited for us....so we will have to make the most of what have now...n for me its barely enuff.... cos i miss my honey munchkins too much....i think of her like all e time....cos y? cos i dun see her often... i noe many of my frens wonder...y my honey munchkins?? for the reasons that u guys dun see...im not here to explain or "defend" but i have my own reasons....and honestly, i am so happy wen im with my honey munchkins...one reason y im still rooted and not as wild as u guys think i am....yes...there's e arguments and the fights...but to me...dats part of relationships...and most of the time im at fault too...i admit that. cldnt u be happy for me? things at home r not gd either...i will onli want to go home to see my mum & nieces and for slp..thats all period.to see ur fucking-pitiful face and ur sad sickening stories are not in my agenda...im still there in the house because of mum..u noe y?cos daddy is no longer ard and she's e only family i have...for u to fucking hell hurt her is my issue...im keeping quiet cos she doesnt want havoc...i will change things.i will.wait and see. and yes, i will continue to ignore your exixtence. things are difficult now..i dun deny it....but i had gd times..gd memories...hopefully they'll guide me thru. Insya-Allah. honey munchkins,you are greatly missed.29/05/07.dinner.insya-Allah. -002.jpg) .thank GOD for frens like them. -=lelalovesan=- |
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